JAZZ

2006-08-08T21:00:00.000-07:00

JAZZ IS DAINTY (:

2006-07-29T00:13:00.000-07:00

i cant believe myself.
how can i tolerate this sch ?

2006-07-24T00:10:00.000-07:00

phew its past midnight now.
just now 2k ppl wenta town to do cip (: at first was quite bad la. e girls were angry cause some guys &i were late. ): sorry girls i had church before that &felt that it was bad to leave before e pastor stopped talking.
this time i wasnt as enthusiastic as e last time la. partly because e ppl i met today were quite sian la. there werent oh-i-can-give-you-$5-but-i-dont-want-e-free-stuff eurasians, neither were there nice goofs arnd. hmm i sound mean. xD after cip we ate at ljs before everyone set off for home. then zhiyong ruijie dexter &i wenta causeway point. i thought it'd be sian to go home since i thought it was quite early. haha i went uninvited ;D zhiyong is a sweet person haha.
there's so much wooing going arnd xD i sometimes get jealous when i see e guys trying to please e girls they like. (X i never had that /:
anyway i hope that every outing we have, no matter is it cip or class outing, we'll bond more each time. if sth bad crops up, then lets all compromise &forgive. afterall we want fond memories to stay with us (:

i need to pray. i need to live my life as a christian, &not by my own will.

2006-07-22T18:37:00.000-07:00

wahpiang ! its been bloody long since i last blogged lo. ): ): rah.
anyway zaviar reminded me that TODAY'S E LAST DAY OF GREAT SG SALE ! ahhhhh. i feel like a failure cause i havent been shopping. grr.
later most of 2k are going to do e teddies cip again. so afterwards i can go town teehee.

life's been great for me these few days. class, cca &cousins (: although sometimes i'd be caught in dilemmas of whether to spend time with class or cca, other times i'd tell myself im supposed to spend time with which party today &things like that. at times ppl make me feel bad about not being with them thus i must apologise. ): but i also hope you ppl can undstd that i wanna spend time with both groups of friends &e day's not long enough.

I LOVE LIFE ANYHOW (:

ohya i have a funny pic of swee ;D i promise i'll post it in my next entry hahaha. its damn cute la. like a retard ;D btw its good to study i at e self study area on e 2nd floor of sch cause you can sort of concentrate &do hw there (: at least i managed to la haha.

2006-07-16T10:35:00.000-07:00

see that weird term up there under JASMINE ? its e 7th line. i belong to it &i cherish them.
im so sorry my girls. i just wenta claire's blog &i want to tell you girls that i havent forgotten you. its just that im selfish. i keep sticking to my classmates &i havent been thinking. &i know if this carries on we're gonna drift apart. i dont want that to happen. so be assured my dearests.

this is a big challenge im taking up. i know i wont lose to this shit. im gonna spend time with both my classmates &my awesomes. i wont let any of them down again. i will not.

2006-07-16T10:01:00.000-07:00

God always puts me in dilemmas. which is bad.
i need both groups of friends. thus i must make time for both sides. which is tough.

ARGH. wtvr la.
anyway i havent been online &blogging for like 3days ? i dont know la. i feel so lifeless LOL.
but then again, i aint lifeless. i go out with my friends. or rather, go home with them &i feel happy when i do that (: i therefore conclude that e com is not everything ! hahaha cause i dont need it la. as in not as much as last time yay.

hmm ytd was RVH's 50th Speech Day &they finally have a hall big enough to accomodate sec2s, 3s, &4s. i like band's Let's Swing e most cause its just so jazzy ;D also because i've watched e movie (: dance was good as well. but i feel that last year's ppl danced better. x: oh chorale was nice hoho. i like Candle on e Water (X i'll be your candle on e water. my love for you will always burn. CO didnt surprise me too much la, cause i expected a good performance from them (: yay so ytd was goooood.

oh NCC guys did a good job being backstage crews xDxD

ps : calling all wealthy arses. jasmine needs e PONY totebag she saw when she wenta queensway shopping centre last week. its black, red, white &rather big. a cheaper alternative wld be e PUMA handbag in e same shop. it has different shades of pink on it. white too ;D;D pleaseplease hohoho.

2006-07-13T21:30:00.000-07:00

haha i feel damn fat ;D
i ate 3 kitkat milk chunkies in 2 days. /: thats quite kuazhang leh haha.
oh &congrats to our Cdiv 4 x 400m girls ! (: (: yay semi !
teehee today was high cause spent e noon &evening with dengyin &ruijie. lol damn fun ;D
btw i needa start trng soon before i turn really obese ok. but i li bu chong xin, im always damn lazy la. aiyo.
hmm anyway today everyone was happy &i managed to deesiao everyone whom i like to deesiao (X so fun ! ppl like rui &swee cant escape from my clutches. DEESIAO ! hahaha.
i know dengyin wants me to be her boyfriend. haha cause im too sweet. teehee. plus ruijie is officially dengyin &my JIEMEI ! hahahahaha i dont care. rui is our jiemei. oh now i have 2 official jiemeis (: DEEDEE &RUI !
;D

2006-07-11T22:20:00.000-07:00

haha just look at zaviar's msn nick ;D
but of course. I AM SO SMART (: italy won. teehee. oh he was supposed to castrate himself, but i spared him that xD
&btw im quite sad for zidane actually. e scene when he walked outta e stadium with e World Cup behind him was a classic man. yes he was one violent guy, but i believe his victim must have said sth really offensive to make him turn into a dinosaur which headbutts. he was so aggressive. what added to my disappointment was that that was his last official match alr, &it had to end like that. ): he was such a good player.

hmm anyway A, B, C, D, E, F &myself are friends again (: i love my Abba Father ! yay i know we'll be able to pass that test. (:

i dont have much to blog about.
umm, i ate alot for dinner. PHEW.

2006-07-09T05:40:00.000-07:00

hey there (:
things are becoming better now &i thank God. i believe tmr things will turn out to be even better because i have faith in Him, e almighty healer. He'll definitely help us outta this situation, ppl. hallelujah.

anyway today im happyhappy (: cause i got my sportsbraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! xD rejoice ! teehee.
oh then i saw this PONY tote. ohmygosh okay, i was damn mesmerised ;D rocks like crazy. yay.
but i didnt buy it la, i mean, its like 50bucks. im damn broke now. boo. i saw many other hot bags too ! ohman la, no money damn sad. haha.
ok i hope tmr'll be a happy day.
GO ITALY ! ;D;D

A B C D E F : I LOVE YOU GUYS LIKE CRAZY ;D

2006-07-08T21:40:00.000-07:00

sigh.
i believe this is a test by God. if we pull through, we'll be stronger &more united. if we do not, then we'll remain like this until we leave each other. &i predict we'll regret not treasuring time.
let us put everything behind us &continue our walk in e journey of friendship ; comforting each other when one is down, standing as one when others try to bring us apart.
to do all these, we'll have to forgive first. im ready for it, to apologise as well as to accept apologies. only then can we become better &closer friends.
i've decided, i certainly do not want to be e one who's breaking us apart. &hereby i shall say sorry to whom i've offended, be it A, B, C, D, E or F.

LET US PASS THIS TEST &WALK ON HAND IN HAND.

edit : i surrender to this. i cannot stand this anymore. i need you guys back. please. my closest ppl, come back &stick tgt like glue.

2006-07-08T10:23:00.000-07:00

im back after a few days of not being online on msn msger. hmm ytd was as bad as crap. ):

had my 3000 race. it was bad, very bad, because i didnt improve. i dont know what happened. it was like shit. i really dont like it. why didnt i improve ? i ought to because i've trained hard. it was so disappointing for me. &a lil hard for me to accept that i really havent improved. why. that big digital timer showed my failure. moreover, i was wearing spikes. wth man, i seriously suck. ): but nvm.
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as if that isnt sucky enough, breaking up of a clique had to happen. i mean, i know it was my fault la, to disclose it to A. it was also my fault to say yes when she asked me to be honest with A. now all this damned shit is happening. i mean, wtf man.
i feel i do have a say in this situation, although im not e person who knows all sides of e story best.
i dont know why A is ignoring me. or is she not ? i dont know. she didnt talk to me e entire day ytd. &B, A's good friend, thinks she knows e situation very well. however in actual fact she's e last person i wanna see commenting on wtvr thats happening. C is upset about all thats happening, just like everyone involved. &from my presence in sch ytd, A &C are obviuosly not on very good terms. i dont know if A is blaming C or what, but i guess its because of D. D is distressed &getting so vulgar. i do not -repeat - do not wish to see him back to square one, back to his old grudgeful self. he has been a great friend since he changed for e better, &i appreciate his efforts for doing that, whether if it was for C or not.
meanwhile, A feels cheated because C, D, E, F &myself kept e truth from her, for fear she'd become depressed. E is e one whom i respect &admire. he is trying to put e broken pieces of everyone back in place, so we'll become forgiving. but A &B are refusing his help. B swore at E, which made me feel angered. like i said, e most ignorant person in this situation is B while e most suitable person to solve e problem is E. now you see e irony ? F is D's good friend, &i suppose he doesnt know what to do as well. he says time will heal all but hey, we have no time left to be tgt, we're gonna get separated damn soon. &now all this crap is happening. all this unsound shit that is making everyone unhappy. all A, B, C, D, E, F, myself &e ppl arnd us.
i myself do not know what i can/shld do now to help make things better. but while im thinking of a way to help, i shall keep my oral cavity shut to prevent myself from earning more enemies than ever. i alr have A, someone i treat as a very good friend, ignoring me for unknown reasons. &i dont need more.

edit : for goodness' sake, any amount of choc wont cheer me up.

2006-07-04T20:50:00.000-07:00

im gonna eat my kitkat soon. &im multitasking ! ;D on e phone.
oh btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUIJIE (:
umm 27 more days to someone's bday ! (: i've got a surprise for that person teehee.
hmm i love 2k &carrots (:
hey carrots, nationals are here so lets work hard okay. im actually extremely un-positive about this la, but i still wanna encourage you guys ;D jiayou &give it your best !
carrots all e way !!! (:

2006-07-01T19:38:00.000-07:00

yay ytd was SYF ! ;D so fun hahaha.
e display bands were remarkably good at their stunts (:
after everything ended, e keesiaos went to cityhall to have dinner &chilled out a lil. hmm i like ytd (:

random pics ! ;D

runfeng says this shld be deatured in 'shutter' e horro movie.

yay so honoured (:

JAZZ + 10 } hahahaha

e one being tortured is sweecheng ;D

wilfred &dengyin were bitches because they bought icecream to tempt all of us ;D rah. [but that girl's aixin, not dengyin]

whats that below its nose ? (X

byebye !

2006-06-30T08:35:00.000-07:00

argh. is it so sickening to look at me talk on e phone ? this is so stupid. i dont wanna exceed my sms limit so i stopped sms-chatting with him alr. we talk on e phone. &now, you adults are stopping us. what e hell is e problem ? it is so not your problem. i mean, stop it man. why cant we talk on e phone ?

&please, dont tell me to go find another guy &leave your son alone. because i will not.

anyway we 're going to SYF OC tmr. so at least i'll have abit of fun. im in a stupid mood now. i dont wanna be rude ; so you shld respect us teens as well. i know what im doing. sucks. why cant i just talk to him ? is it so damn hard, you insensitve, unfeeling &i-do-this-for-your-own-good grownups. wtvr man. stop screaming for us to stop talking lo.

okok nvm. i must simmer down. /:

ps : i've been eating alot.

2006-06-28T22:25:00.000-07:00

hello. ;D we finally got over &done with class tee. PHEW. so happy cause quite a few ppl went there hahaha. yay watch &see ! our class tee is hot xD ok anyway i cut my hair ! haha then now its shorter &thinner ;D;D
oh &i didnt eat for 12 hours continuously hohoho. which is insane.

byebye.

2006-06-27T06:20:00.000-07:00

oh. today took height &weight /:
i think its dreaded by most girls la. hmm i hate to be fat &short, like a teapot. rah anyway i must be lighter than my mummy. because she's freaking 44kg okay. hmm that skinny ass shld grow fatter so I CAN BE FATTER ;D ah anyway there was trng today.
was alright i guess, cause pandian didnt want us to fall unconscious when trng. hahaha that lameshit. hmm but at least he's trying to be nicer, after he had been to e coaches' course. lol.
btw e workout was a 30min run. i mean RUN ppl. &10 x 100m. ARGH ! i didnt complete e 10sets of 100m cause im too weak. aiya so sian. but frankly, im quite glad at least i managed to keep up with leena during e 30min run.

oh KEXIN ! we all miss you. esp me ! cause your shoebag's with me ! ;D get well soon you runner. pandian misses you too ;D hmm take care awesome (:
last thing : most of e sch food suck. ): rah &ppl, i really really wanna help you guys buy your food when im in e queue okay. but most of e time i forget your orders. im so sorry. i'll try to help next time. ): my brain is retarded.

2006-06-26T04:57:00.000-07:00

i get very turned off when ppl copy me.
lol i talk like im damn popular.
well not exactly, but i hate it when ppl copy me. rah. okay its not like i didnt copy adidas, but hey, stop copying me ! RAH ! &if you copied me then just say you copied la, dont try to pretend as if you guys came up with it. i mean like, eww. okay forget it. this is stupid.
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anyway sch was fine. (: at least wasnt angry la. haha wayne wong's always damn funny. i dont know why, he cracks me up quite abit. ;D i like being back in sch. 2k<3s.>now. but btw i feel damn poor now. im broke so im angry when i go out rah. erm &i love walking arnd yewtee with bob e builder ! (X hahaha JE meesiam is so satisfying. oh those i always hang out with : we must go out tgt alright !
ohya one more thing. register no. 17-32 forms a 2nd line during assembly. &im somewhere at e front. that sucks because there're so many tchers at e front. but it rocks cause soon i'll be able to keep talking to aixin ! ;D I LOVE AIXIN (: OI AIXIN I MISS YOU !!!!!! look at this you bimbo.
okay byebye. tmr there's trng.

2006-06-25T05:40:00.000-07:00

hey there RVians.
hmm tmr's start of term 3. phew.
lets welcome it by waking up at bloody 5plus just to take buses &trains to get to NEW RV. that is good news, aye ?
anyway i just wanna remind everyone who's sian about sch reopening : YOU HAVE YOUR FRIENDS (:
just like i have mine ;D i love 2k man. wheeweet !
ohwell but e new classroom is quite big so we're further away from each other. but 2i's still within sight from inside of 2k ! ;D if you get what i mean. hmm actually im quite happy sch's finally reopening. i mean, frankly, i'd rather go to sch everyday ¬ have so much hw thrown to me at a go.
y'know, its like im too lazy to do hw when i have e whole month to myself. its like, i wont do it man. no way.
okay wtvr it is, i hope you guys will be happy about sch reopening because you can see your friends &at least do hw la right. ;D

oh my good friends are kinda troubled about stuff. you know which kind aye ? hmm if you know im talking about you, then i give you my blessings (:
please dont be down. if you wanna be sad, then go be sad &come back a happy person. dont dwell in depression, please. i'll die with you guys. anyway if you guys wanna share your troubles then im always here la okay. <3

2006-06-24T00:50:00.000-07:00

hey ppl. ytd was fun i guess (:
had sch warming &e old SAJC is bloody big okay. imma get lost lo. ;D ok la wtvr i dont care. ohya dexter proved to me that its easy to use phone in sch and not get caught. lol damn good (: (: anyway ytd was fun. haha esp e last sundance done on e field plus e launching of rockets. wheeweet ! ;D so fun ! all e girls squatted then jumped up when they launched e rockets at e end of e countdown xD i love my class teehee (: 2k<3s

then after dismissal awesome4 met up &settles at ikea for lunch ;D walked arnd ikea &went crazy with kexin &wee. claire was damn irritated hahaha. we were laughing like mad beasts lol.
after that we went separate ways &i cabbed to braddell from tiong. changed outta uniform then walked to whitley sec sch. larry &nickman came tgt then we went in for e concert.

YOUTH GONE WILD ! ;D
haha most of e ppl there were damn high can. siao one. then stood for 4 hours lo. jump push scream cheer laugh talk (X
oh ronin was damn zai. e lead singer was damn vulgar lol. funny too ;D

ps : yay wed going to make class tee ! im discussing with dexter &ruijie about giving ppl stupid names LOL.

2006-06-24T00:16:00.000-07:00

Your 10 Favourites
Favourite colours: anything that pleases me
Favourite foods: hokkien mee &charsiew bao !
Favourite songs: i like almost every song
Favourite movies: in her shoes &she's the man
Favourite sports: i like to watch soccer but i like running long dist.
Favourite seasons: spring
Favourite day of the week: i like everyday. weekdays can go sch &weekends can rest plus go church (:
Favourite book: dont have leh. i dont like to read
Favourite anime/cartoon: PPG !

Your 9 Currents
Current mood: at ease
Current clothes: NB black tee &black fbts
Current desktop screensaver: my big bro's class pic
Current time: 1530hrs
Current annoyance: im feeling bloated
Current boy/girlfriend: hmm ?
Current book you are reading: none

Your 8 Firsts
First best friend: peiwen
First crush: hmm ?
First movie: i forgot
First step on earth: 11031992
First kiss: naw i havent kissed
First music: i dont know !
First handphone: when i was p4 i rmb my dad gave me a siemens phone. lol i used to love it.

Your 7 lasts
Last cigarette : hullo ?
Last drink : plain water
Last car ride: last night when i came back from a rock concert
Last crush : hmm ?
Last movie seen : she's the man
Last phone call : 3.24pm. wee told me she was downstairs lol
Last CD played : aiyo forgot

Your 6 Have Your Evers
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: i guess not. he didnt use to be my bestfriend
Have you ever broken the law: ohyes. i do that like, everyday. I JAYWALK ! ;D
Have you ever been arrested: nah im too cute
Have you ever skinny-dipped: yeah
Have you ever been on TV: i guess not
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: omg no way

Your 5 Things Worn On You
top, fbts, underwear &nth else

Your 4 Things Done Today
makan, talk on e phone, went out with awesome3 &sing !

Your 2 Things You Cant Live Without: food &bed

Your 1 Thing You Would Do When You're Bored: sleep

5 ppl to do this quiz:
nah.

2006-06-22T05:04:00.000-07:00

HELLO IM FEELING HIGH (: (:

YTD WAS KEESIAO BBQ !! hahahahahhaha so happy (: i saw my beloved ppl yay.
oh but unhappy things did happen. such as e bloody bitch - i mean it, literally - &phyllis being sad ):
i mean, of course its not phyllis' fault to be sad. lol just listing e sad things ):
BUT e dog who came to lick at our food was freaking sickening la. wahpiang lo pissed me off like shit. rah !

besides e bad things, e good things made me very happy (: yay. catching ! haha yesyes, catching - e game you play when you were in pri sch. ;D so fun but my soles did hurt abit after it la cause e ground was hot &everyone was fast (X ohman i love my class like siao.

haha anyway e actual bbq-ing was mostly done by e guys, which was quite a surprise (X e girls were like towkays in e aircon-ed function room while e guys stood sweating, cooking stuff for e towkay neos. ;D;D damn cool leh. but of course, i wasnt one of e slacking ones. haha e guys were so motherly teehee.

ps : kristie went crazy over games on tongjing's gameboy &my phone ! xD

okay pictures ! [btw my cam was outta batt so i had to use my phone /: ]

zhiyong dies after twister xD

wheeweet !

THE WEIRDEST COMBINATION ! ;D runfeng kristie jazz

TOWKAY NEOS !

OOO CHICKEN WINGS !
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anyway today's trng was bad. everyone running e same sets as me was off form ): i think pandian's quite sad, yet helpless. aiya wtvr la. we were supposed to run 10rounds -4km- today but he told us to stop when we finished e 9th ): what does that mean huh ? D:
rah plus e track juniors really suck can. wth man they dismissed themselves lo. then they're forever slacking their asses off. they cut down on every single thing y'know. im not kidding man, everything. from warmup to hurdle stretch to jumping power to drills to main sets. WAH I TAKE MY HAT OFF YOU. losers.
&pandian is bloody biased.
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yay tmr got sch ;D;D

2006-06-20T07:02:00.000-07:00

man i suck y'know. i really do.
i only ran 2third of e sets for today's trng. D: i wanna cry my eyes out lo why do i suck so much. i hate myself. i suck so much man. D: D: D: ): ): ): WAHPIANG I SUCK. ):

its like i cant bloodyhell run lo. i mean, i suck at intervals. at first i thought it was because he expects too much so i wasnt very affected by e lousy timings.
has e realisation come too late or what ?
now i know im just too slow, too fucking slow to survive those sets. ppl can do their last sets in 90sec but what about me ? i cant even do e 9th set. i fucking stopped at e 6th. really it sucks. i mean why am i so slow ? how am i gonna represent e sch &run ? i suck.

2006-06-18T20:06:00.000-07:00

my dad can like bugger off. i stopped smsing cause i know i'll exceed my sms limit. so now i talk on e phone. why is he still so pissed off ? i mean, firstly i was using e house phone so its free &he doesnt have to care about $$. secondly its my own problem whether i choose to talk or sleep, not his. just go away la. sucks lo, butting his head into my business. ugh so stupid.
ok i admit im having slight headaches la, due to radiation. but its my problem so he can leave me be okay. i hate this la. regardless i talk or sms, he'll find sth to argue with me about. let me tell you thats damn stupid &i dont f-ing care.

2006-06-18T05:51:00.000-07:00

HEY WORLD. (: stop swearing please.
anyway happy father's day to all e fathers who're reading haha. actually if you're a dad i dont think you'll surf blogs la. i mean, are you trying to intrude your child's privacy or sth ? ok nvm. digress.
oh i was feeling damn xin fu just now when i ate a piece of oreo cheesecake. ;D it was heavenly la mmmmm. i told my NS cousin that &he said : if you cant shit for a week &when you see a toiletbowl, thats true xin fu. LOL

k lame. ohya thanks claire for reminding me. RVians, we have exactly 1 more week to finish pia-ing our work (: GOOD LUCK EVERYONE. actually i shld take back my words cause i need luck. shucks this is what i detest about holidays. ):

hmm but in 3-4days we have KEESIAOS BBQ yay so happy (: (: we'll have a hell lot of fun teehee.

oh my cousins are back from australia ;D

2006-06-17T12:13:00.000-07:00

(: (:

你在想什么？

我在想你。

aww so sweet !
here are e lyrics ;D

冰块还没融化
你在看表我笑的尴尬
你说最近很忙改天聊吧
那天我在楼下想了很久想你说的话
你说爱情很窄世界很大 (而我们应该长大)
就这样吧就这样吧
我想我听懂你话中的话

而我知道那真爱不一定能白头到老
而我知道有一天你可能就这么走掉
而我知道我知道这一切我全都知道
我就是受不了
而我知道我们曾天真的一起哭和笑
而我知道放开手但不知道怎么忘掉
而我知道你走了以后的每一分一秒
却还是这么难熬

微笑紧紧咬牙给你祝福你自由飞吧
你说温室没有灿烂的花 (你总是很有想法)
就这样吧就这样吧
我同意可是我泪如雨下

MAYDAY ROCKS OKAY ;D

我知道你喜欢我。我要告诉你我也喜欢你。只是我们都还太年轻了。也许，长大以后，我会嫁给你。

在我心里，你是温柔而疯狂的。

ps : HAPPY BDAY LEEEEEE ! ;D

edit; crap. i always cant upload videos. sucks ):

2006-06-16T07:15:00.000-07:00

oh im tagged by lixin aka leeeeeeeeeeeeee.

7 things that make you smile
1. weird expressions
2. sweet stuff he says to me (X
3. when taking neos !
4. enough sleep
5. good food ;D
6. hot stuff i see when im shopping
7. hahaha.

7 things to do to win my heart
1. huh
2.basically
3. i
4. just
5. have
6. to
7. like
8. him (:

7 things that I believe
1. my almighty Lord God (:
2. happy-go-luck-ing
3. love-based relationships last longer than physical-based ones
4. my bladder isnt in good condition xD
5. there're ppl out there who pretend to be nice to me but actually detest me
6. ppl do weird things not because they're weird but they want attention
7. runfeng's jokes are funny haha

7 things that I'm afraid of
1. rejection
2. constipation
3. mensus
4. lim woon foong
5. becoming fat
6. acne !
7. wasps /bees /hornets /butterflies

7 things I do everyday
1. gossip
2. smile /laugh
3. love
4. makan
5. sleeeeeeeep !
6. brush teeth
7. pout

7 people I want to see now
1. ahhh ! gay. more like i wanna pinch ;D
2. mike he
3. wang lee hom
4. mayday
5. whole of 2k
6. coach mrlee
7. yang gui fei - i heard she's fat ;D

7 people I want to do this trivia
1. tongjing
2. wee
3. no more haha

2006-06-16T07:06:00.000-07:00

"excuse me we're raising funds for e sch pocket money fund. would you like to donate some money to this organisation ? it helps e poorer kids in pri &sec schs to pay for their canteen food (: thank you so much !" -i repeated this line for like how many times ?! phew.

hello ! ;D
hmm back from town.
NEWBALANCE sale !
CITYHALL. CIP : assign locations
ORCHARD. CIP : sell teddies + raise funds for sch pocket money fund
BUGIS : makan + arcade + neos !

anyway from e this class-initiated CIP activity, i learnt that caucasians are not as nice as we thought they were /: [lol i really hope i wont offend anyone]
before we started asking for donations, we decided we shld look out for "angmohs" cause e tendency of them donating was supposedly higher than e others. HMMM. it didnt turn out to be so- sadly. /:
&singaporeans were mainly kind ppl. i mean, only less than 60% of ppl i asked donated, but those who didnt wanna donate at least nodded &smiled. what turned me off was e bad attitude e minority gave me. if you dont bloodyhell wanna donate then at least wave a lil right. you dont just ignore me &continue talking to your friend. like wtf ? if you're s'porean &you do this, i am so ashamed of you as my fellow citizen. RAH.
oh anyway e guys were quite shi bai la. ;D;D tongjing &i sold all 8 teddies &8 notepads before 3.40pm. e guys were still struggling to give away their 13 teddies after 3.40pm. hahaha. ok dont be so mean la huh. (: thats actually not their fault la right ? cause tongjing &i are adorable lil girls &e whole of orchard loves us teehee.
after CIP we wenta bugis to makan ! cause some girls eg. dengyin, tongjing, bei &i were freaking hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. i was gonna faint alr lo. haha then had fried rice yumyum. oh anyway bei eats a hell lotta stuff i ~~warn~~ tell you. she is a huge eater. like omg. she had fried rice, cha kuay teow &desserts for lunch. plus she was still thinking of icecream. ohman i cannot believe that xD lol
afterwards we went arcading lo. then took neos (: hahaha anyway we did a very bhb thing. ;D we had one strip of extra neos but it only had 4 so we cldnt give to everyone equally. &guess what ?
WE PASTED IT ON E BOARD WHERE BHB PPL PASTE THEIR NEOS ! OMG.
try to find us hahaha. ;D

oh happy bday to leeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen (:

2006-06-15T20:10:00.000-07:00

hoho im home (:
just now had trng at gombak as usual &pandian wasnt in a very good mood la. kept complaining about our form esp when doing jumping power. lol that menopausing ass.
hmm today ran 3.6km for e main set, instead of e usual 3.2 /: quite shitty la cause some were off-from. &he didnt tell us our timings wth. he keeps acting as if he's retarded. when mish told him she was gonna read out e absentees, he'll keep shouting out their names as if they were present. ok i dont know if you get me, but nvm. ;D
hmm. after trng we bought stuff to drink &eat &hung arnd at e taxi stand ;D took pics ! ok im gonna upload only one taken by kexin. others were taken by me &they sucked ;D haha i almost pissed them off.

then on our way home, wee &i relived e old times when we wld sit at e busstop &talk about a hell lot of stuff. kept bitching.

ps : ohya so sad man i must stop smsing alr otherwise i'll surely exceed my sms limit. argh.
saw gay when wee &i were walking ! ;D i was telling wee we wld most probably see him. haha and we did ! ;D so cool. lol

2006-06-14T12:50:00.000-07:00

lol i came to blogger. then i forgot what i wanted to tell you guys ;D
nvm i've got a blog for you ppl (:
wewank

oh and i found out from my bro's friend. brazil vs croatia 1-nil. sucks lo. i mean, it was victory but i thought it wld be some remarkably funny scores like 5-nil or sth. haha.
ok was pretty mean.
ohman. imagine you're a player of croatia and ppl are anticipating for e fall of you. ohman, thats bad. ):
ok crap. ohya ! sth else ! ;D

2k : read this. 16th june; 12.55pm; city hall mrt control station; sell teddies !; teddies are $3 each (: (:
yay ppl come find us. we'll be arnd cityhall area. i think. ;D
byebye.

2006-06-14T11:40:00.000-07:00

LOL last night my lil bro was telling me sweecheng has a siao face. he meant his face gave others e impression that he's insane xD omg i laughed my ass off haha.
anyway i commented that a black's hairstyle is damn cool when i was watching e togo match. then my big bro told me they had to do this so ppl can differentiate. lol ! ok im not a racist, just sharing funny stuff with you ;D

oh btw i tried rather hard to wake up &catch e brazil vs croatia match but to no avail xD i heard my 'caocao' alarm, turned it off then went back to sleep haha. shit, now i have no idea whats e score. shld be ownage by brazil la.

but to update you, korea vs togo was 2-1 (: YAY KOREA ! haha i think dachangjin fans are quite happy. france vs switzerland was nil-nil. not surprising la actually, cause neither is extremely good or extremely bad.

haha soccer craze ;D

one more thing. i read this from a book i saw at pop on sunday.
"Are the stars out tonight ? I dont know if it's cloudy or bright cause i only have eyes for you, dear." -Al Dubin
lol so umm, kua zhang. but guys you can try it on your gfs la huh. (X [tell me if it works ;D]

2006-06-13T05:52:00.000-07:00

hoho today was happy (: (:
*waves to gay ! ;D

lol trng was umm, okay i guess. i didnt do very well for e sets but yea. i mean, i ran to my ability la.
first set was disappointing la. other sec2 girls were running below 75sec &i did an 80. i mean, how worse can it get. i shed tears mainly because of cca la. so i did so after e first set. quite sad la. i mean, im still this slow after so many track sessions. ): boo. 2nd set was just a lil better. umm, 79sec. yeah laugh if you feel like it.

went home with weewee. LMAO called gay from e mrt station &kept waving ! omg lo was so crazily fun ;D;D;D kept waving &laughing like a mad chicken hahahahohoho.
so fun man i shall do it whenever er, i feel so. (:

happyhappy.
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oh i decided to do this thang i saw on a senior's blog since im bored haha. bhb la wtvr.

1) What is your phone brand? SE
2) What are the last 3 digits of your mobile number? 265
3) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say? "U know why chickens dedicate korea as their home country ?"
4) Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M? Mail Deposit [haha]
5) Who's the last person you rang? dexter
6) Who was your last missed call from? aww i have no caller id
7) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D? Dengyin Hm
8) What does the last message in your inbox say? "Yah. Lol. Not because you weak meh ! Sure bo. xD"
9)Who comes up under J? janice lim. janice tan. janice tay. janice 1j. jean. jeepoh hm. jemi. jemi hm. jesslyn yap. jesslyn yap hm. jingjie. jing xiang. jing yi hm. jiong hm. joel hm. jonathan ong. jun hao. jun jie. jun jie hm. jun xiang. jun xiang hm. [omg]
10) Go to your Sent Items - what does the 10th message say? "yup haha but havent board gombak train yet :D you must eat k."
11) Who's the 4th person who comes up under S? shanice hm
12) How many messages are currently in your inbox? lol i dont know
13) What do you have as your wallpaper? me (:
14) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under R? rui jie
15) Who do you have on speed dial 3? i dont use speed dials.
16) Who's the first person who comes up under C? chan theng choo [omg]
17) How many bars of signal do you currently have? full

2006-06-12T20:30:00.000-07:00

hmm. rmb that day i went out with carrots ?
PICTURES !

makan makan !

more makan !

ordinary trng day (:
sherrie picking up some worms outside gombak stadium

claire calls them "brave women" (: shuying &sherrie

lol i doubt you can see them. WORMS !

jj : i am nonchalant to these lil things.

wee : hi, im siewhwee &im spastic

ooo.

yay wee &i (:

i dont know la. random shot at je pop.

zilie &i. birthdayyyy

haha i was at bras basah pop &considering this to be sweecheng's bday pres. lol btw its a blues' clues mouse

wahaha. FOOD ! lunch at SPH course

lunch &work.

muggggggg before lunch. reporters-to-be

FINISH ! *rubs tummy smacks lips

WEEWEE ! ;D

perform ! ;D

hello johnny !

weewee huishan chloe qiyuan's group performing (:

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haha actually e SPH thing was quite enjoyable la ;D

OH &I LOVE MIKE HE MUAH !

2006-06-11T11:12:00.000-07:00

haha i wanna be slim &hot like jolin ! ;D

&btw rmb to watch DEVIL BESIDE YOU ok. haha before holidays end. you wont regret it, really.

haha anyway fyi im
JAZZ + 10 }
lol y'know adidas has this aye ? its ____ + 10 }
insert your beautiful name &become one of e 11 hotties kicking e ball ! ;D
wahpiang stupid fantasy. haha.

oh one more thing. if you watch supersports often enough you'll hear e NAME GAME SONG right ? ;D i checked out e lyrics. its damn cute la haha.
lets use my name as an example since it can be used on any name (:
here goes :
the name game ; jasmine !
jasmine jasmine bo basmine
bonana fanna fo fasmine,
fee fy mo masmine,
JASMINE !

lol so fun. (X

edit/ wahlau lo blogger sucks man, i wanna put a jolin music video but they rejected wth. ):

2006-06-10T23:56:00.000-07:00

hello !

ytd went town with shuying, kexin, huishan, claire, jj &weekiat. (:
wenta watch SHE'S THE MAN ! haha soccer fever's overwhelming e whole wide world.
hmm was damn cool ;D amanda bynes was hot la, then e storyline was pretty good as well (:

yay had lunch at pastamania before going to catch e flick.

today was fine ;D
at least i went out. yeah haha.

morn had trng at gombak as usual. [600m + 300m] x 2
/:
screamed our asses off because of e furry crawlers that infested gombak stadium LOL.

went je. had lunch at LJS, went home, slacked, bathed, went to zilie's ! ;D
HAHAHAPPY BDAY TO YOU ZILIE ! (:
mel &zilie are here at my house ! watch world cup (: (:
ENGLAND vs PARAGUAY
1 nil yay.

ok i have some pics. but not now. /: zilie's meddling with my phone now.

oh &i have a hell lot of ppl here. haha ok not a HELL lot la. hmm.
bigbig bro, smallsmall bro, cousin, 3 of bigbig bro's friends, mel &lie ! ;D so 're nao'.

2006-06-08T06:11:00.000-07:00

today had trng. argh, was bad. my hip hurt quite abit during e workout. &knees too. aiya what a stupid day.

anyway im like quite happy, cause i've got a very umm, open-minded mummy (:
last night i told her about my problem regarding BGR. then she knew everything lo omg. lol then i was damn shocked. ;D
she guessed e guy &commented that he was short &thin. hahaha. but i was so freaked out by e fact that she actually knows who i like. LMAO.

k another thing. haha after e sets &all, shuying &i saw weekiat sit at e back of gombak grandstand, reading a book. LOL i thought he was damn random. haha then shuying &i discussed what he'd do when he's having sex. lol i suggested halfway thru he'll eat laksa LOL. ok la lame. eh weekiat if you happen to see this, no offence hor.

hmm lately i've been hooked on DEVIL BESIDE YOU ! haha it rocks alot lo. mike he is damn shuai can. rainie &him make a perfect pair (: (:
HAHAHA I LOVE DEVIL BESIDE YOU ! ;D

2006-06-07T16:30:00.000-07:00

hello. hmm. dexter &swee are going off to m'sia. umm, hiking. 4days. yeah, hike for 4days. i dont know wth that means la lol.
anyway umm. im pretty lifeless. i dont go out. &if i do, its either trng or mugging. lol sucks right. aiya wtvr la sian leh. ): and now i dont even do work wth man. i just keep on reading animal farm /xi you ji. yes, XI YOU JI. e one with umm, sunwukong &erlangshen in it. lol lameshit la. and we're supposed to write a summary on it. like omg, give us some sensible work to do.
aiya im talking cock. wth. aiya so bored.
there's trng tmr. /:
so sian i got nth to blog about. my life is umm, mundane.

oh nvm.

2006-06-06T07:04:00.000-07:00

hmm. i really thank God for you. (:

anyway gathering at my house was fun la ;D we watched i not stupid 2 then guys went downstairs to play soccer &girls stayed at my house to play truth-or-dare. haha. we kept going downstairs to harass e guys. huiyee thinks dexter is sexiest in white underwear ! i think otherwise (X and shanice thinks pink underwear suits zhiyong e most LMAO ! ;D funny answers hahaha. but aww, lihui was like so scared to answer our questions, for fear we'd blog about it. ;D hello lihui im blogging it now ! but not about you so no worries (:
haha after that they went home lo. &i had dinner, went online &cried my ass off. hmm, im alright now la. just got extremely emotional cause of some er, complicated stuff.

i really really am grateful to God la, to have met you &all. hallelujah (: you're like so nice la, dont be so nice please lol. thank you so much too, for everything (:
but now i have to make sure cause i know i shld not &cannot just do wtvr i want at e expense of your love. thanks for undstding &for everythinggggggg ! ;D
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU !!! (: (:
YOU SWEET GAY ! haha

2006-06-05T07:00:00.000-07:00

IM SO UNWORTHY OF YOU. I FEEL LIKE SHIT. WHY ARE YOU SO NICE TO ME. IM SUCH A BITCH. IM SO STUPID I'VE GOT NO BRAINS. WTF I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW I FEEL. THIS SUCKS ALOT. IM SO SORRY. IM TOO FREAKING STUPID TO REALISE THAT ALL I THOUGHT I DID, I DIDNT. I THOUGHT I WANTED TO BE YOUR GIRLFRIEND. I THOUGHT IT'LL TURN OUT GOOD SINCE WE LIKED EACH OTHER. BUT I DIDNT REALISE WHAT WAS GOING ON IN ME. I DIDNT STOP MYSELF FROM CHANGING MY MIND AGAIN &AGAIN. I FEEL LIKE A BITCH IM SO MEAN TO YOU. SORRY SORRY SORRY. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO TELL YOU. WE WERE STUCK IN E MIDDLE OF NOWHERE &I DIDNT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. I THOUGHT IT WAS TEMPORARY BUT IT SHOOK ME MORE &MORE DEEP INSIDE. I WAS AFRAID. &NOW I KNOW ITS POINTLESS TO BE CRYING LIKE SOME LUNATIC IN FRONT OF E BLOODY COM. I KNOW NO AMOUNT OF TEARS CAN ERASE THIS HORRIBLE DEED I'VE DONE TO YOU. I DONT WANT YOU TO ENDURE E PAIN I DID E OTHER TIME. ITS ALL MY FAULT. WHY DIDNT I MAKE SURE. IM SO SORRY. YOU'RE STILL SO NICE TO ME. YOU DESERVE BETTER, SO MUCH BETTER THAN ME, A FICKLE-MINDED PIECE OF CRAP. SORRY MY DEAR.

2006-06-04T20:26:00.000-07:00

what if i feel its not you ?
what if i was unsure, but i said yes ?
what if its me who's gonna ruin e relationship this time ?
what if i only want to be your friend ?
what if things just dont feel right for me ?
what if ?

): dont hate me please.

2006-06-03T20:22:00.000-07:00

hoho im excited about tmr ! ;D KEESIAOS UNITE AT MY HOUSE ! haha but till now only like, 7ppl said they're coming. LOL so umm if you're a keesiao &you see this &you havent told me, please sms me k. thanks (:

and. if umm you're sad /depressed at this moment. i want you to cheer up. seems like ppl arnd me &whom i love are down. dont be ok. yknow i want all of you ppl out there to be happy (: (: PLEASE ?

ok crap. bye

2006-06-02T05:43:00.000-07:00

haha this week was fattening. ;D
first had like a hell lot of rice dumplings /ba zang cause of duan wu jie.
then had gigantic icecream oreo at kexin's place.

then had cake before proper dinner last evening.
&this noon i had mac. hahaha.
im gonna eat icecream later. (: (:

haha &if i turn into a big fat swine, all of you must still be my friends ok ! ;D or else i eat all of you up hoho. so dumb.

2006-06-01T21:30:00.000-07:00

our cake ! ;D damn nice can. haha

sing song

pose !

STONE JJ WONG ! ;D

CARROT FAMILY ! MUAH.

haha captain. how often do you get to smack cake into your cca leader's face ?

3 quarters left.

bday ppl ! ;D leena peishi jj

getting smaller

kexin &i hahaha
i look like some fat rodent who's been going hungry for like, dont know how many weeks. then see e cake so happy but still must take picture with best friend.
wahpiang lame.

hoho glutton !

cake !

haha cleaning up e mess after cakefight.
leena's new class tee ! ;D damn cool can.

jj : hmm, seems like e coast is clear.

jj in background. e lil head there. claire &yuxin were waiting for their prey to come closer, then POW ! cake xD

minzhang lol.

huishan says SHH ! outside loo harassing jj.

present for jj ! haha jj was too shy he hid in e loo.

*smacks cake on face
oh violent ppl : leena mish huishan sherrie

pack up &

go home.

today : jj
ytd : peishi
5days ago : leena

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anyway ppl who are going to west malaysia on fri &sat, enjoy yourselves ok ! come back more bonded (: (: oh, but no one can be more bonded than 2k. uhhuh, thats like obvious. ok nvm, BON VOYAGE PPL ! ;D

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happy birthday jj ! (:

2006-05-31T11:31:00.000-07:00

PICTURES ;D ['over e hedge' outing with keesiaos (: ]

tongjing &i. commonwealth mrtstation loo.

I LIKE TO ZILIAN &SO WHAT !

YAY adna kristie jazz tongjing dengyin bei.

lagging arnd i guess.

discussing which movie we shld watch.

ROAR ! eat eat eat.

NBA. zhiyong always looks so happy about photo taking, while sweecheng seems ever so ready to scold me for being uh, bo liao. dexter &ruijie are bored.

hmm. NBA (:

taken by dexter. stupid ppl have shaky hands &cannot bloodyhell take a pic properly.

it was umm intended to be an all-ass pic. but uh turned out to loook so random.
hahaha. my HOT ass is blocked by my HOT pink bag (: &there's dengying, xiumin &huili.

umm. ??

haha CLICHE !

yes, cliche i know (: but this one looks nicer than every one else i've seen.
&to end off, 2K ! ;D

2006-05-30T20:45:00.000-07:00

LOVE, in my opinion, isnt about calling each other 'dearie' /'darl' /[insert wtvr shit names you've got] . it is instead, about caring for each other &wanting e other party to be happy; about undstding e other party &just loving each other.
after last year's disappointing incident, i learnt that 2 ppl who like each other dont have to go steady and PDA. ppl in love dont have to possess each other, because it may be backfire &everything will end.

yay. oh im not saying i dont use those names, i just think love is more than that alone. &im also not saying going steady is bad. just be sure of how you feel first. you dont need a /another heartbreak ;D

THE END

2006-05-30T20:10:00.000-07:00

you said you felt e same.
why why why.
perhaps we're going too fast. slow down baby.
if you're not sure about this, then let's not be in such a hurry.
i want this to last.

2006-05-30T11:40:00.000-07:00

hmm. i dont know what to feel.

before all that, i was trying to make myself numb so i wont be too sad.

now it has turned out to be what i thought i wanted.

but im not sure.

argh why am i so stupid. wtf am i doing.

yes i am happy. ~~i think.~~

but why do i feel so mixed-up ? i dont know what to do.

aiya no matter what, i still thank God for everything &i'll listen to Him for guidance.

oh ! anyway ytd was damn fun hahahah. keesiaos rock alot ;D ;D we met up in our so-called cliques, then waited for everyone to arrive at plazasing. settled for 'over e hedge' which starts at 4.55pm. wenta kopitiam to makan then went back to e cinemas. in btwn we lagged at e arcade for quite awhile. haha everyone likes house of e dead4. well i can only admit its realy good la. i mean, although i've played house of e dead3 like, twice, but i think house of e dead is fun. umm ok digression.

so we rushed back to e cinema for our show ! hmm e show's quite nice i guess. uh nice as in cute. perhaps its because i was with my class &my friends laughed alot, so i laughed alot too lol. but was damn cold inside, almost died. lol. aiya all who turned up rock alot, all who stayed home rock too ! hahaha cause we're keesiaos and keesiaos rock (: (: wahpiang im damn lame.

ohyes dexter's bag was damn chio can. ahhh black &gold nike !!! then i exchanged bags with him. haha sorry no pics cause i forgot to take. ;D he was carrying my hot pink tote la ! hahaha legendary gayshit ! (X (X aiya i shld've taken a pic. shit man haha.

anyway dexter i dont care ! i want your bag you better give it to me gayshit ! ;D

yup, so after e show went arcade &play. then wenta eat at mac &went home happily with keesiaos. i'll show you guys my pics after i upload them (: (: but not now. no mood.

2006-05-28T08:19:00.000-07:00

(: (: hello my second post today.

today had race. haha allcomers has a lowprof when it comes to secondaryschs. i arrived there &someone suddenly said we were e only secondarysch that was here to participate. wah, &i was supposed to run women's open. hell great. i wish i wasnt there lo. i looked arnd; there were only bigbig JC ppl on e grandstand, well, excluding cedar. but there were no cedar girls in my event. in fact, no JC ppl in my event. it was RVH vs SSS. &duh, it was total ownage can.

hahaha no big deal. we were at e callroom but all of e carrots running that event didnt care about losing. because no need think, sure lose one. we were enjoying ourselves, laughing &joking hahaha. e SSS ppl were rather serious la, and we were like mustard seeds compared to them. oh wtvr !

anyway i was last for my event. &i think i've lost my sense of shame because im not sad about it hahaha.

i ran with my eyes closed for like, 4-5 rounds. and although it hurt, it was quite shuang, considering e fact that i set my pb for 3000m-- 13:56.
ohyes e orange juice this time round wasnt quite satisfactory. lol just a random complaint. i like sweetened orange juice ;D

YAY TMR'S GONNA ROCK CAUSE KEESIAOS WILL BE HANGING OUT TGT IN TOWN (: (: hohohaha i miss everyone. we rock alot you better shut up. teehee.

2006-05-28T06:20:00.000-07:00

[] I know how to make a pot of coffee
[] I do my own laundry
[!] I can cook for myself
[] I do my chores after being told once
[] I actually enjoy intellectual conversations
[] I think politics are exciting
[] My parents and grand-parents have better things to say than my peers
[!] I show up for school/work every day unless I'm sick.. really sick..
[] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse
[] I've never gotten a ticket
[] I watch talk shows and point out the incredibilityof it all
[] I know what incredibility means without looking it up
[] I drink black coffee
[] I know how to run the dish washer ...or do the dishes
[!] I can count in more than one language
[] When I say I'm going to do something, I do it.
[] I mow the lawn
[] I wash my car
[!] I can make adults laugh ...without being stupid
[] I study when I have to
[] I pay attention at school/work
[] I remember to feed my pets
[] I'm generally organized
[!]I can spell experience
without looking at the line above
[] The first thing I do when I wake up is get coffee
[!] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need
[!] I understand jokes the first time they are said
[] I understand the fact that the world always screws someone over
[] I can type fast, because I type every day
[] My choice in clothing is acceptable in an office or something like that
[] I can watch politics and laugh because I understand what is going on
[!] I no longer watch cartoons.
[] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour
[!] I can look at someone hot and not think of sex
[] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the ageof 25 and have a job
[] I can read a book and actually finish it
[] People have said that I act older than I am
[] I can be sent on an errand and not get sidetracked

I AM NINE YEARS OLD ! ;D lameshit

2006-05-27T20:45:00.000-07:00

i shld stop thinking about wtvr that im thinking about. all that is fat hope. FAT HOPE, JASMINE TAN !
argh, i shld stop assuming things because if it doesnt turn out e way i think it wld, then my life will be damn stupid. of course i do like him, but no. i dont wanna imagine a hell lot &lose everything at once. i dont want that to happen. nonono.

anyway keesiaos are hanging out on monday yay (: (: well i admit over e hedge is abit silly, but its time with keesiaos ! ;D yay 2days to keesiao-ing !

2006-05-27T11:01:00.000-07:00

a few, or maybe just one person still hate[s] e 2k. hey thats perfectly alright y'know, because e rest of e 31 ppl makes me love e class. yes we are very noisy indeed. but so what ? i dont give a crap, really. i think just loving e class &caring for one another can make a hell lot of difference. i love my class just for being 2k. of course, bitching still does exist but thats inevitable because girls have to bitch to stay alive.
we still love everyone in our class &thats all that matters.

all my dearest keesiaos, i want you to know, i really do love all of you very much. big, small, thin, fat, stupid, lame, smart, noisy, i love you. e realisation of time running out made us all down. &when i think of splitting up at e end of 2006, i become sad, i cry. because 2k i love you too much to let go, no other class will be like this, give me so much fun, make me be in love with it so much. i promise, none other is like us. none other can compare with us, my dearest. i dont wanna leave you guys, really. why, i wanna be called a class with you keesiaos, not any other persons. screaming, shouting, cheering, laughing, jeering, bitching, swearing, insulting, suan-ing, i wanna do all that with you my 2k. &during this one month i'll miss you guys, despite e gatherings we'll be having. all of you keesiaos listen up, from e bottom of my heart, im serious about loving you.
maybe you dont love me but nvm, you're my classmate, my friend, my keesiao &so i love you with all my might.

lets meet up like, freaking often, please. do hw, watch movie, wtvr, i just wanna be with you guys. [im changing my mind about 'over the hedge', i think im going]

2006-05-26T21:28:00.000-07:00

aiya shit. i 2 days didnt blog then forgot about wed &thurs liao.
oh i rmb now ;D

on wed, aixin myself adna kristie wenta queensway to make our class tee ! haha before that went ikea to have lunch ! ;D hotdog sandwiches (: (: haha zu was with us but she headed for home when we left for queensway shopping centre.

tee was fine la. estimated cost was $15 at most. then its i design one ! LOL then sure very nice. cause who designed it ? JASMINE ;D hahaha im damn stupid. stayed outside e tee printing store for like quite long, in a dilemma about every single detail haha. dexter &sweecheng came over after we requested then crapped abit &went home, tired.

thursday : was actually trng after dismissal. rained like crap. left for queenstown stadium arnd 3.50pm. aiya sian, then did warmup &all on e grandstand. pouring like mad. pandian arrived. 10sets jumping power. no drills. 3.2km. pandian praised me ! yay ;D

today : ahh ! last day of sch ): ): ): KEESIAOS I LOVE ALL OF YOU ! &I'LL DEFINITELY MISS ALL OF YOU OK ! ahhh i dont want holidays. i wanna be with 2K like, everyday. rah, so sad lo. before claire came to look for me, we were fooling arnd as usual. then claire came &i left with her. i walked a few steps &asked her to wait. i turned back, saw e door, my keesiaos standing at e door &inside e class; i cried.
it was so saddening. i thought of splitting at e end of e year. AHHHHHHH. f f f i dont wanna split. i dont wanna ! i love everyone in 2K lo. rah rah ! )X )X
after sch we were actualy supposed to run but everyone felt like slacking so instead, we played ball games ! captain's ball &bball. captain's ball was fun fun fun ! (: (: many stuff to laugh at &it was really great playing with dearest carrots ! haha then i sat in e middle of e court while they played bball. yay. afterwards it rained so we bitched in e canteen. ;D then went home.

WO AI 2K MUAH !

ps: happy bday adna/dabian ! (:

2006-05-23T20:10:00.000-07:00

ohyes dance was quite good as well.
&i dont want sch to stop ! ahhhh ! i'll miss 2k like anything lo.

ytd aixin, tongjing, myself, dengyin, dexter, wilfred &ruijie stayed in sch to do dance &help tongjing &aixin complete their humanities product. then we went home tgt. we girls were talking about year end's splitting &we were all very sad la. ): ): ): i love 2k lo, really i do. i dont ever wanna split up. I DONT !

i love all e guys &girls ok ! really really. althought sometimes some ppl are quite guailan, i still love every one of them.

ohya one more thing : today for malay lesson we had this silat master who came over &taught us some silat stuff hahaha. so funny lo. ok fine, thats pretty rude. but i enjoyed today yay i didnt know today'll turn out well.

THANK GOD (:

2006-05-23T19:44:00.000-07:00

wah i've got a proj tmr &we havent started on it wtf. but since my grp member isn't online yet, i shall blog about today.

this morn was damn cold la wahlau then so tired also. aiya wtvr, then lessons were fine. CID was as usual la, crappy.
after dismissal was CCA. i was quite turned off &actually alr quite sure of ponning today's trng. but i went la eventually. and i didnt quite regret it cause today was good.
i admit i still wasnt up to pandian's expectation, which is 90sec for each set, i think i've improved. HALLELUJAH THANK GOD man ! (: (: then came home a happy girl. was nice to my lil bro as well hahaha.

2006-05-22T23:30:00.000-07:00

rah.

what if i tell you i wanna be with you again ?
what if i tell you i miss the way you held my hand ?
what if you see this &freak out ?

baby i want you to hold me again.

ohman, i keep thinking &thinking.

jasmine tan, stop it you bitch.

2006-05-21T21:29:00.000-07:00

hahaha i enjoy teaching runfeng hokkien ! ;D then he'll ask things like CD player, Merlion &stuff like that. wahlau lo rocks man hahahahaha.

aiya tmr trng again. everyone jiayou. i keep wanting to pon leh, i dont know why. ok fine, i know why, cause its tough.
): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):

wtvr la. everyone perservere on ! ;D

tongjing is here. [rah, she demands it]

~~baby i wanna hold your hand again.~~

2006-05-19T05:30:00.000-07:00

today was normal la. just that i came home very early. haha had nothing to do in sch &was very hungry so hurried to home to sleep. phew.
oh oh, i'll be running everyday for 5 days if i run tmr. exhausting la /:

tues was cca
wed was self train
thurs was cca
fri i pon swimming so had to run
sat CCA ! [tmr]

wah tiring la, but i love long dist (: (: at least i like it more than track right. track is still siao. i dont care. oh &sat's trng is more siao than anything. wtvr la i cant run fast. mrlee all of us miss you very much ! ahh ok la wtvr lo.

ps : I LOVE 2K yay we rock alot (: (: butthen got some stupid pigs. well, actually only one. ;D gek si him hahaha.

2006-05-17T20:45:00.000-07:00

wah ytd was crap. ): sucked alot man. pandian said, "you're in 3000 ? cannot la ! you every lap last how to run 3000 ? cannot la."
aiya sian. im forever this slow lo. wtf sucks alot la. ARGH.

today was alright (: i decided to run so i ran. haha felt good after not running long dist. for sucher long time. hee. but sigh, i ran like, 2 rounds arnd our sch &newtown then i ran to e track outside sch to run 1 round, then ran back. and boo, i felt more tired than e last time i did this, with kexin. butthen i still feel good la.
i miss cross alot. /: i miss mrlee.
ohyes. I BLOODYHELL RAN ON MY OWN ! i thought i'd never do this because i used to think its a stupid thing to self-train alone. but ahh, dexter &KC pangseh-ed me so i had no choice. i knew i had to run what. so yea, off i went.

thank God i was finally happy about running again.

track is &will still be very very unpleasant, for me.

2006-05-15T07:55:00.000-07:00

this is the persistently non-political podcast, from the mr. brown show. in today's episode, Jeff Lopez, the man and his ideas, goes for lunch.

BA CHOR MEE MAN : hello uncle. errrr ai jia si mi ?
~~gomez~~LOPEZ : uh.. you have noodles ?
BA CHOR MEE MAN : of course got noodle la.. i am the ba chor mee stall !
~~gomez~~LOPEZ : ok very well. one ba chor mee please. meepok tah. mai hiam.
BA CHOR MEE MAN : meepok tah. dry ah ? dont want chilli ah ?
~~gomez~~LOPEZ : yes
BA CHOR MEE MAN : anything else ?
~~gomez~~LOPEZ : uh no thank you.
BA CHOR MEE MAN : k
BA CHOR MEE MAN : nah. meepok tah mai hiam
~~gomez~~LOPEZ : er thank you. uh wait wait, hang on, this has te gua in it
BA CHOR MEE MAN : yalah. its got te gua liver one what.
~~gomez~~LOPEZ : but i said i didnt want te gua
BA CHOR MEE MAN : no you didnt
~~gomez~~LOPEZ : yes i did
BA CHOR MEE MAN : no you didnt
~~gomez~~LOPEZ : yes i did
BA CHOR MEE MAN : no you didnt
~~gomez~~LOPEZ : yes i did
BA CHOR MEE MAN : no you didnt and i can prove it to you ah !
~~gomez~~LOPEZ : very well, prove it.
BA CHOR MEE MAN : uh ok you come over here. i show you the CCTV cambera of my stall wh-what ?nah, you see. you point to the meepok, then you say dry. then you point to the chilli, then you shake your head. you never say you dont want to have the te gua !
~~gomez~~LOPEZ : oh.. ok. how much is this then ?
BA CHOR MEE MAN : can see anot, huh ? can see that you never say dont want te gua, huh ? huh ? huh ?
~~gomez~~LOPEZ : its ok. i really dont want to pursue the matter. how much is my ba chor mee ?
BA CHOR MEE MAN : you agree anot ? that you never say dont want te gua. can you tell me why you say you tell me you dont want te gua when you didnt, huh ?
l~~gomez~~LOPEZ : ook. can we move along now and let me eat ?
BA CHOR MEE MAN : nonono. you exprain to me first.
~~gomez~~LOPEZ : explain what ?
BA CHOR MEE MAN : exprain why you say you tell me te gua when you didnt say you dont want te gua.
~~gomez~~LOPEZ : what the. okok, im sorry ok ?
BA CHOR MEE MAN : sorry not enough. you must exprain why.
~~gomez~~LOPEZ : explain why what ?
BA CHOR MEE MAN : exprain why you say you tell me you dont want te gua when you didnt say you dont want te gua !
~~gomez~~LOPEZ : ok fine. im sorry ok ? please accept my sincere apologies if my actions cause distress or confusion to you, the ba chor mee man. look, its only a few pieces of liver, lets move on.
BA CHOR MEE MAN : move on ? move on you si lang tao ah, move on. my shop always here, ok ? but sorry also must exprain.
~~gomez~~LOPEZ : very well. i am so sorry, i am so sorry that i confused you, alright ?
BA CHOR MEE MAN : sorry also must explain...

the mr. brown show and the persistently non-political podcast is brought to by mrbrown.com and *#&($#.sg, with or without chilli. thank you.

hahahaha. omg i love BA CHOR MEE MAN lo ! ;D ;D so funny omg LOL rocks man ;D very entertaining indeed (: (: hahahahah its really funny y'know.
BA CHOR MEE MAN is super hot !!
wheeweet ! xD aiya rocks alot la. sometimes when i think of it, i'll laugh to myself like a lunatic lo. hahah.
move on ? move on your si lang tao ah, move on !

(: (: i wanna be BA CHOR MEE MAN's gf !

rah. trng tmr /:

2006-05-14T07:11:00.000-07:00

jazz says:
kaikai i forgot what songs you want
jazz says:
bad day &what ah ?

kaikai says:
oh gd day by click 5
kaikai says:
not bad day lah
kaikai says:
bad day i haf

jazz says:
LOL
jazz says:
ok good day only
jazz says:
you want crazy ?

kaikai says:
yeah
kaikai says:
send me
kaikai says:
good day u get ur fren le mah?

jazz says:
havent
jazz says:
but i forgot his is good day or bad day leh

kaikai says:
haha
kaikai says:
now i tell u it's good day

jazz says:
orh ok
jazz says:
i see his is good or bad
jazz says:
lol

kaikai says:
if his is bad day den really v bad
kaikai says:
coz i haf bad day

jazz says:
LMAO !

kaikai says:
jason go out rite

jazz says:
yea
jazz says:
tampines bbq

kaikai says:
wah so far
kaikai says:
siao ar
kaikai says:
y their class go until so far

jazz says:
lol dont know leh
jazz says:
jie li is it ?

kaikai says:
dunno
kaikai says:
lol send me crazy larh

jazz says:
lol. i havent upload yet
jazz says:
haha
jazz says:
mon i send everything.
jazz says:
promise !

kaikai says:
ok

jazz says:
ok i gtg bye

kaikai says:
oh cya den
kaikai says:
bye!!

hahaha. so how was your day ? good or bad ? ;D

2006-05-13T03:44:00.000-07:00

today had trng and it was horrible. ): well, horrible for me. it was like shit.

3 rounds on outer lane for warmup
4 x (frequency + 20pumping)
usual tiring exhausting exercises [ohyes we did more than 10sets of hurdle exercise. shit]
water break
5 x (up e stairs) !
drills were a lil slack. 1 set of each
water break

trng started at like, 8am. i looked at my watch during e second water break. it was 9.30am. &e real thing hasnt arrive.

okay here comes e real thing. 2 x (600m + 300m)

i lagged behind by a hell lot. &yea, of course im sad. but what can i expect ? claire &i were having flu and it felt terrible ): like crap. y'know that kinda feeling, you're running your guts out &dying alr, then a dumb flu has to hinder you further in your performance. for example you're in CO. you didnt memorise your scores. you try to sight-read but your fingers cramp up. very bad huh ?

ah extreme digression. oh well. so today was like, bad.

pandian gave a supposedly motivational peptalk.
wasnt really effective on me
got outta gombak
bought drinks from sweettalk
went home with kexin while others headed for JE
ate
found a recipe for baking cookies for my beloved mummy
baked
done !

;D ;D ;D i tried it and it was so nice (: (: (: maybe i'll bring some to sch &let my friends eatttttttt ! hahaha its really nice okay.

took a nap
blogging ! xD

Poseidon with keesiaos

2006-05-12T07:43:00.000-07:00

hahahoho was sooooo fun today wheeweet ! ;D

zu aixin jazz dengyin gayshit sweecheng ruijie runfeng wenta JE &had fun (: (:
we watched poseidon &omg it was damn nice. touching as well, go watch. and then e guys headed for e xbox store la. we girls loitered arnd dumb JE lo, &waited for like, an hour for their stupid game to end. UGH !
initially e guys, after their game, didnt want to take neoprints with us. so we wanted to leave alr [not like we mind ! (X ] then they called &asked where we were. haha in e end poor dengyin had to walk all e way back to JE [ she was at mrt alr] &yay ! we took neos (: (:
wait for a lil while, i'll scan it when i get it from zu.

then we went downstairs to eat at mac &went home.

2k<3>

2006-05-11T06:00:00.000-07:00

"are you thinking what im thinking b1 ?"
"i think i am, b2"
[tgt] "its blogging time !"

LOL im being so lame la. haha my bro's watching chnl8 9pm show. e 'zhi zun hong yan' haha, he's extremely in love with felicia chin la LMAO. umm, this one (:

or click here (:

ohyes ytd was sch holi so carrots gathered at claire's house ! hahahah so fun la. we watched scarymovie4 &it was so freaking HORNY ! lol siao. it was only e first scene &e lead actor erected like anything due to overdosage of viagra ;D it was crazy lo. ahhah had a good laugh. then watch e Exorcism of EmilyRose. whoa, was scary la. butthen her noble act is worth praise.
ok la carrots rock alot teehee. yay wo men yao2 ! ;D

and wheeweet ! some keesiaos are going out tmr (: (: haha shld be quite fun yay. but e sad thing is not many are going cause most of e ppl cant make it. ): ohman. sad.

i've changed my opinion of her. she's not wtvr that i can see, she's uglier than that.

2006-05-09T20:15:00.000-07:00

haha im being bhb. no one tagged me but i think this is a fun quiz so imma do it voluntarily. is that spelt correctly ? lol. so there.

Name 20 ppl u can think of at the top of your head.Dun read the below questions before you write and tag 5 ppl to do this survey.
o1. mandy
o2. jason tan
o3. claire
o4. wee
o5. kexin
o6. huishan
o7. shuying
o8. dexter
o9. aixin
1o. yaoyu
11. beishan
12. dengyin
13. shinzu
14. chengtng
15. yeeshuang
16. shiying
17. jj wong
18. mish
19. zaviar
2o. lixin

How did you meet 14? [chengtng]
classmates ! (: (:

What would you do if you never met 1? [mandy]
i wldnt do anything. how am i supposed to know im supposed to meet her ?

What would you do if 20 and 9 dated? [aixin &lixin]
i'll be overwhelmed by e fact that they're actually lesbians.

Did you ever like 19? [zaviar]
uh.

>Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? [huishan &jj wong]
omg ! i think they'll be extremely funny.u>

Describe 3. [claire]
she is a nice person who'll piss me off sometimes.

Do you think 8 is attractive? [dexter]
yes. like totally, he's my jiemei. haha that aside, he is still attractive la ;D despite being a mad chicken

Tell me something about 7. [shuying]
she's darn fast.

Do you know any of 12's family? [dengyin]
uh yes, sort of. her sis is my bro's prisch classmate.

What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you? [beishan]
i'll be like, "whoa. okay thank you. i love you too."

What language does 15 speak? [yeeshuang]
english &mandarin la. are you good at malay, yeeshuang ?

Who is 9 going out with? [aixin]
uh she's unattached &available. LEHLONG ANYONE ?

How old is 16 now? [shiying]
16 ;D

When was the last time you talked to 13? [shinzu]
uh i dont know. like, ytd ?

Who's 2 favourite band/singer? [jason tan]
wah this is tough. i think, himself la.

Would you date 7? [shuying]
i guess not. she's a horror. LOL

Is 15 single? [yeeshuang]
she told me sth before but i guess she is now la. right yeeshuang ?

What's 10's last name? [yaoyu]
GOH GOH GOH ! (X

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11? [beishan]
uh no sorry. haha

What school does 3 go to? [claire]
rvhs &dying to get out.

Where does 6 live? [huishan]
clementi

Whats your favourite thing about 5? [kexin]
she's cute.

Have you seen 1 naked? [mandy]
no la. best friends but no.

2006-05-09T19:08:00.000-07:00

hey everyone. actually i wanted to blog last night, but blogger was down so in order not to disppoint my faithful readers, i've come to blog (:
last evening was damn cool. aiya before that was trng so yea, 6 times 400m under 1:30. but of course i didnt manage to do it all under that sick timing. sec3s got a lil emotional.
AIYA SENIORS Y'ALL ARE SO GOOD, DONT WORRY YEA ! (: (: it was just OBS and all, once you ppl have gotten enough rest, y'all will be flying again ! ;D CHEER UP !

okay so after trng ngehwee weekiat jingjie hendy wee kexin yuxin xiumin shuying huishan &i wenta gombak mac to have dinner (: (: then hendy &jjwong started telling us stories about their OBS. wahlauuuuuuu ! i wanna go OBS lehhhhhhhhh please ! ;O i wanna go ! lol sounded damn fun la. butthen also quite xinku. so after their interesting stories, we went home ! so late can, like 8:20 lo. haha.
anyway later we'll be going to clairee's house ! yay carrots gathering teehee. wo ai carrots !

2006-05-06T22:40:00.000-07:00

INSTRUCTIONS.
1. The tagged victim has to come up with8 different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave acomment at their blogs.
4. If you are tagged the second time, thereis no need to do this AGAIN.
5. The most impt rule: have fun doing it.

well well. was tagged by tongjing so here i am. (:

1.
-make me laugh till my abs are nicer than his
-gentlemanly
-not paranoid about e relationship
-a pinch of bitchiness
-occasionally come up with crappy surprises which please me
-uh uh. no secrets btwn us
-accept my other guyfriends
-hug when necessary
2.
hello ? i love guys can.

2006-05-06T22:27:00.000-07:00

2006-05-05T04:41:00.000-07:00

yay tmr carrots will unite ! ;D ahh i really miss e snrs lo hahaha. yay tmr everyone will be back yay yay (X
i miss all of them lo. i miss trng tgt with them.

aiya i miss cross too. sian.

anyway every tues &thurs trngs e long dist ppl will run 3.2km. ahh siao LOL.
everyone's unhappy about their events. eh girls dont have to complain la. unless y'all appeal to tan, i doubt he'll change his mind. so there. cheer up.

why do i feel so uneasy ? i thought i wldnt.

2006-05-04T07:10:00.000-07:00

PHEW.
while others were complaining about their events, i was thinking why i cldnt fit into any. ohman this is bad.

2006-04-30T21:29:00.000-07:00

omg omg omg. ahhh !! omg im so horrified. my beloved bro needs an op, ahhhh ! omg im so scared ahhh. omg this is crazy ! ahh i really hope he'll be alright. AHHH GOD BLESS. ahhhh omg omg. he wont be back in sch until like, 3days later and man i'll miss him ): ):

2006-04-30T00:00:00.000-07:00

The Class Clown catches your eye!

We can seriously say that only a guy with a great sense of humour stands a chance of making it as your fun-loving sweetie.
Going back-to-school doesn't have to be a bland and boring time. With a funny and cute guy to crush on, things will definitely put a smile on your face. Even when attending mandatory student assemblies and classes that last for days, you're a girl with an active mind and funny bone.
Thankfully, your new crush should liven up even the dullest of moments. Maybe he's cracking jokes in History class, writing witty pieces for the newspaper, or hamming it up in the canteen. Wherever you find him, you'll be in for an entertaining school year!

this was from a http://uk.tickle.com/test/eyecatch/start.html>quiz on who catches my eye ! (: (:

2006-04-29T21:29:00.000-07:00

just now in e morn i wenta church (: then e pastor's sermon today was about love. he started off by saying "there're 3 kinds of love, they say.
e 1st kind is e love of if [if you buy me a diamond ring, i'll love you] .
e 2nd kind is e love of because [because you're so bloody hot, i love you] .
e 3rd kind of e love of even though [even though you're an asshole, i love you still] . "

so yea, love. sometimes, arnd us, there'll be ppl who're annoying. but just uh, try to love them truly la huh. dont just fake some love outta nth (:

1 JOHN 5:19-21.
"We love because he first loved us. If anyone says,'I love God,' yet hates his brother, he is a liar... And he has given us this command: Whoever loves God must also love his brother."

teeheehee i love you.

2006-04-29T08:03:00.000-07:00

hey ! today was national biathlon (: (: but of course, being an extremely lousy swimmer, i didnt get to participate. claire &i went there to support yay. in e morn, we met up with e rest of e participating carrots at harbourfront. then we arrived and claire &i started running e 5km route (:
it was a good run, but we both found e route tougher than before. my oh my, its only 4 weeks into track &we're deproving alrdy. crap, we used to run e 9+km route in macritchie every saturday. ahh ! i miss cross /: eee boo.
okay anyway ! after they raced we had fun at e beach ;D hahahoho.

enyao attempting to dry his jersey under e sun. wow, living clothesline. *whistles

chern yi[2i] &desmond [2d] buried. they were there to swim in e biathlon as well.

having fun ;D

more fun !

shuying &i *smiles widely

oh crap, my fringe ! [which pic's nicer ?]

tanjong beach

murderer in e sea teeheehee.

PIRATE/FARMER/COACH &JAZZ ! YAY HAHAHAHAA

janice &chrislyn. alfreda on left bg &wee on e right.

ooo. its quite scary when you're e fastest in your batch. uh thats rebecca in e middle; wee on e left &alfreda on e right.

wee &claire [psst yuxin, jade &i were e only ones who didnt get wet !]

jade ! i was lying down &she was sitting beside me, hoping to get tanner as well (:

hmm. i dont know. claire, shuying, kexin.

actually i wanted to take 'all it takes is all you've got' and e coconut trees &beach. butthen it turned out so low-class LOL

yuxin ? ohyes thats bread with bran. uhhuh healthy &delicious.

huishan ?

our stuff under a tree (: and sexy legs

ohwell. he's forever so happy (: presenting : JJ WONG !

just look at that fat face of esther's.

i super long didnt zi lian alrdy ! i cannot tahan anymore ;D

LMAO i swear this wasnt posed. shuying is so sinister ;D and there's dumb weewee !

HUGE GLUTTON ! esther &i ate a hell lot of stuff today ;D

wee &ahem

yay kexin says 'good'.

ningxin &kexin are happy posers ;D

ps : coach sent me a pic via bluetooth. he was searching for my name in his phone. my name's baBii_tWiitX btw, to insult e twits la. haha it was so hilarious when he tried to pronounce it. oh anyway its 'baby twit' spelt in e stupid way. i think he thinks im just a shallow dumb ass LMAO. one more thing, that thang on his face is a scar, he is good-looking actually hahaha.

2006-04-26T05:55:00.000-07:00

when chocs dont cheer me up, when icecream doesnt help as well, let me dwell in sadness for a while. i'll be well.

am i suffering from depression or sth ? omg this is crazy. wtf i can PMS with pandian alrdy.

im scared of trng now ):

its horrifying.

1. i cant keep up.

2. kexin is running with me.

3. pandian doesnt bloodyhell bother to read out my timing.

4. i feel like giving up after every set.

5. i thought i've ran for so long and realise its only 200m.

6. pandian ignores my existence.

7. i've alrdy tried hard.

8. but actually im just plain slow.

repeat steps 1-8 every tuesday &thursday.

9. wahlau i feel like crying

okay correction : make it steps 1-9

2006-04-24T06:17:00.000-07:00

hey there (:

i love my class. today i was super hyper and felt happy thru'out e day ;D but then runfeng's jokes werent very funny today so i didnt laugh alot. hahaha.

ohyes that asshole who spammed was yaoqin's friend-- judith something shi en from nanhua. according to runfeng she's damn kaobei, but i da ren you da liang, i wont stoop to their lvl. despicable idiots who cant spell properly.

today was sian cause sec3s &4s had exam and were dismissed earlier.
boo ! maths during e last period was super boring can. i cannot help but sleep during lokejeewah's lesson. okay fine, i didnt sleep, i just cldnt pay attention.
oh, and wayne wong's damn funny ;D his lessons are super entertaining lo wahahah i love Langarts lessons (: (:

hahahahohohoheeheehee these days i feel so blessed &happy.
i have good &true classmates whom i love &cherish very much.
and an ultra best friend in nanhua (:

e rumps in cca, you're my pillars of support, we'll bear e toughest trngs tgt and share e juiciest gossips ;D
carrot papas &mamas [okay fine. seniors] &coach lee ; you ppl must come back quick because all of e rumps miss you guys ! coach i miss e trngs with you !
&lastly my dear brudder/blurrer junjie ! ;D wah i've known you for like, 5months ? sbeen great having you as a friend. everytime i turn to you, you'll never reject me. thank God i have you. lets continue to be such close friends okay, even after you've graduated.

THANK GOD I HAVE YOU. IM HAPPY, REALLY. I LOVE ALL OF YOU MY FRIENDS, even those whom i've not mentioned. <3

2KEESIAOS ; CARROTS ; #o1 ;

everybody having midyears : good luck &God bless !

2006-04-22T21:19:00.000-07:00

have you nothing better to do ? loser.
if you dont like me then just diss me la. dont type sick stuff over here lo. its not funny at all and doesnt bloodyhell turn me on one bit. an alternative wld be : you jollywell stop visiting.
are you stupid or are you dumb, do you really think i'll believe it was my own classmates who tagged ? cmon, i know you're someone on my msn contact list. so just tell me la, "eh jasmine i hate you" or sth like that. its stupid when you act like a dumb coward. humji.

okay anyway my 3rd track trng with pandian was good. (: im starting to like him, like omg. it was no doubt exhausting la, but some stuff are fun. yay. ;D i like e yellow junior hurdles which we had to hop over on 1 leg; then there was markers which we had to do high kneee lifts over. teehee so happy.
i shld get my spikes alrdy. since im not as fast, i shld not let more disadvantages get e better of me. and anyway spikes are cool ;D

ohyes pandian praised me hahahoho. he said, "aiya ! you can do better. you look so good." when i told him my timing for e 400m trial. (X so flattered. boosted my morale by alot ;D yay and and and ! seniors must quickly come over to track ! i miss all of you !

2006-04-18T04:58:00.000-07:00

oosh. its yet another big blow to me.
call me a loser. wtvr you please.
i got owned at 400m during track today. seems like a bad start huh. ohwell.

do i suck or do i suck ?

2006-04-16T21:30:00.000-07:00

whoa. one blow after another. why cant i take e pressure. crap.
i needa hug someone. cmon i want volunteers.

but man, i was a failure. in both academic &cca. ):
now who's kind enough to hug a loser ?

ps : long &warm. preferably fat &bouncy as well.

2006-04-13T06:21:00.000-07:00

e day arrived. e day we've all been awaiting. e day to glorify, impress and run. 12042006.
same place, same scene. yet it felt so different. it was e nationals' and e VJC/VS super elaborate banners are, as usual, hung up on e grandstand. there were alrdy many ppl there, and e nervousness was there, okay duh.
yea, after putting our belongings aside, we went to sleep again. [in sch we slept alrdy; from 10-12] actually to be honest, who can really rest and be at ease ?

i mean, we were all tensed up and thinking about e race. i kept visualising e big run in my almost-rotting brain; when im gonna accelerate, what to think about if i cldnt take it anymore. e mental preparation was quite well done, because when i was at e start line i wasnt scared. but anyway we did warmup, then drills and Coach &tan briefed us. i felt very blessed and umm, it was quite a morale booster. i rmb, Coach said, "if you dig deep and ask yourself why the heck am i even running here, you'll be able to run your homestretch fast" [ok i admit e last phrase isnt like this. i forgot la okay ;D]

and then it was reporting, and racing. .

e start was what i expected-- moderately fast. after e horn sounded, i was alrdy telling myself, "okay this one !" *picks someone mentally* "overtake. every person counts." and yea, this was why i quickly caught up with yuxin &kexin, with claire on my ass. then there she was, my main opponent throughout e race. [she was e MGS girl, e one who is comparatively short &petite. i ran with Claire &her for most of e whole race.] now up e hill, i knew i was supposed to overtake quite a few ppl here because i can tahan climbing hills/slopes, esp when we've done so many bloody tough workouts on it. it was time to conquer. and so i was confident and kept on running.

at e split of e girls &guys routes, i was almost drained alrdy. i dragged myself up e lil gradient and continued running on e grass. was really quite exhausted alrdy but i kept going. [haha obviously. i cannot possibly stop right.] then all of a sudden i had e strength again, at one point of time, i was just 4 ppl from yuxin which was quite an accomplishment for me la. (: then aiya just ran &ran then i came to e U-turn.

i was very touched. i realised how blessed i was to be given this chance to run. although e trngs that came before this were rather tough and we had so much preceding us-- Cgirls top2, all 4 in top20 individual-- it was all worthwhile. now im running this race, supposedly e race of my life, and whether im gonna regret, it depends alot on this moment, whether i wanna sprint and give it my all.

then &there, e MGS girl was running shoulder-to-shoulder with me AGAIN, for e gazillionth time throughout e race. but anyway i saw that there was another MGS girl in fronta me and so i wanted to overtake her. "every person counts. every person counts. every person counts..." i picked up speed and went to catch up with e one in front. e crowd grew noisier and halfway thru e homestretch, i sensed/saw carrots at e side and opened my strides wide. my legs wanted so much to catch up with that MGS girl so i went faster &faster and i found myself running like never before. it was my fastest strides (: yay yay.

and then. it ended.

2006-04-11T04:43:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE WE'LL ROCK TMR.

FOR COACH. FOR TEAM. FOR E FAITHFUL SUPPORTERS.
God will give me wings that redbull cannot give ;D

<3>
tmr's e day.

run &glorify. run &impress. run &rock. (: (:

2006-04-09T20:20:00.000-07:00

ohman. i dont wanna fail chem ): i like chem ! boo. leechoiyeok said only 1/3 of e class passed. and lowest is 10. like BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ! wahlau eh, i dont wanna let e failure discourage me leh. wahlau wahlau.

its 2 days away haha. all my nervousness is gone LOL cause im insane alrdy. haha no la. surrender all things to e Lord liao ;D yay he'll bless us i know. (: maybe fear will engulf me totally 2 days later. but yeah, for now im alright. EVERYONE JIAYOU OKAY ! i've got alot alot alot of confidence if we run all out, to e bestestest of our abilities, we'll get at least top4. trust me, we're capable of that. (:

LOVE Y'ALL CARROTS ;D MUAH

2006-04-08T21:29:00.000-07:00

just now i wenta church. then there was this voice that talked to me during e sermon, and i've finally &truly surrender to Him. hallelujah God is good (:

nationals is just so near. we started counting down from 50plus, and now its down to 3. and i know its gonna be a wonderful run 3 days from now. i know God's gonna bless us.
i'll run and glorify Him. i'll run like im flying. i'll give Him all e pain, all e fatigue, all e breathlessness. at e homestretch, it's all about sprinting and finishing strong (: [actually, i cannot quite quicken my pace at e last stretch, so ppl overtake me there. but nvm, God will gimme e strength &stamina &motivation. ]

LMAO why am i talking like im alrdy in e team ? okok im not.
tan will be announcing e running ppl in e various divisions on mon at 5. its really a dilemma y'know. if i get to run, i'll be happy yet worried. if i dont get to run, i'll be relieved but disappointed. so how ? this is crazy. /:

okay everyone just run well. God bless us ;D

2006-04-08T05:43:00.000-07:00

hello ! wahlau just now uploaded pics liao then blogger down. bloody crap. ok nvm, AGAIN ! ;D here're some pics i took at gombak &outside sch (:
CARROTS CARROTS CARROTS CARROTS CARROTS CARROTS CARROTS CARROTS LOVES !

carrots : it's FOUR away and we can do it. get what we want. &do ourselves proud (: LOVE Y'ALL ;D
others : eh stupid assholes. come &support us leh. turf city; 12042006

ps : i didnt arrange e pics in order. in a hurry. bye

2006-04-01T19:29:00.000-08:00

I LOVE CARROTS. I SERIOUSLY DO BECAUSE THEY BRING JOY TO MY LIFE. LAST EVENING WAS #*(&$%^*!#))$^ FUN ! YAY THANK YOU DUDES (:

LOVELOVELOVE<3>

its 10 days away ppl. and i know we can &will do it (: let our loved ones be proud of us.

rmb coach's words "you either hang on, or you drop."

and i believe we're capable of wtvr we are aiming for. its more than a year's hard work, so dont let ourselves down. its e kinda happiness when we succeed. GOD BLESS +

2006-03-31T03:57:00.000-08:00

wow. i havent been online for 5 days. wheeweet ! i've never been so immuned to e com than now. ;D
okay e tests are super discouraging. i dont wanna fail chem because i like chem.
geog was crazy. ): i left e first map blank because i dont know any of e answers. what's worse, i didnt feel very sad even though i know it'll be a failure-- confirmed. gosh, everything was a complete flop. ):

aiyah, what can i say, God bless la.

today kexin claire and i wenta J8 to chill out. ha, after all CTs are over (: so we ate at swensens yum. and shopped arnd lo. ;D oh btw i've gotten my new phone ! ;D *screams like a bimbo* w550i is superduperultra chio ! hoho.

HAPPY BDAY CLAIRE &GUANLIN !

oh boo. i have to buy presents for wayne chum wai lum and clairee. ahh no time ): but thank God it's over.

today 2k played charades (: haha then it was a tie. and we had NAPFA trial. shan was real fast, crazeh. i guess im quite happy about my timing because i improved more than 1minute. yay.

2006-03-26T04:49:00.000-08:00

hey there. SPH Relays was okay i guess (: except that SSS owned everyone.

i think all of us didnt really run our best la, at least i know i didnt. so yeah. presenting : 79 sec - 400m
LMAO i feel like im suan-ing myself. oh wtvr.
i've got some pics for you ppl so enjoy ! ;D
[sorry to those whose pics arent here even though you ran. you must understand that my cam memory is lan. PAISEH. i deleted those un-nice ones. haha]

C girls ! from top to bottom : kexin claire shuying yuxin

C boys ! : from top to bottom : bingwei [junxiang] jonathan [minzhang]

B girls ! from top bottom : [janice] melissa leena mish

B boys ! from top to bottom : hendy lirui jingjie weekiat

hoho see im so nice, help y'all take pics. no one helped us take pics ytd ! *wails
wahpiang. my right arm is aching like anything. wth.

17 away.

2006-03-24T04:31:00.000-08:00

*screams shrieks jumps ! ahhh there's sph relays tmr &on sunday. jasmine dont be scared jasmine dont be scared jasmine dont be scared jasmine dont be scared ! (X (X im running 4 x 400m; haha actually im not quite sure who're in my team. nvm we're gonna do well, i know we are ! yay on sunday i'll watch e others run 4 x 800m. hohoho this noon snrs and us practised baton passing on e sch track. haha then i realised baton passing is damn fun. pass pass pass ! ;D

next week : CTs ! everyone in sec2 jiayou &do well. (:

400m GOGOGO ! 800m GOGOGOGOGOGO !

2006-03-23T02:43:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEXIN ! GOGOGO GOH KE XIN ! ;D

hello everybody i bet you miss me alot alot alot right. hoho

today i decided to go to e farm with keesiaos instead of trng. then i thought it was late [5pm] alrdy so i went home with shinzu &e others. i was thinking i'd do e workout right after dinner at cck stadium. but then i got e news that they ran 3sets only, so i reckon tmr i'll do it while they swim.

I STILL HATE SWIMMING. BLOODY. ):

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ohyes tmr's chem test haha-- equations ! ;D charges, formulas, blahblah. everyone jiayou hoho memorisememorise !

and today that ass caught me for my ankles again. *screams im like so suay lo. others dont get caught but i do. eeyur. plus if e sch wants high socks, whythehell did they change its length ? but then again, they're super scheming. e socks are designed to such a length where they cannot stay when you fold them. argh, im not buying that okay.
anyway tmr i must rmb to wear rv socks cause that particular ass will be checking on me during assembly. like wtf ? this is so retarded. I LOVE MR. LOKE JEE WAH ! sooooo nice. haha

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2006-03-20T06:20:00.000-08:00

today's talk with tan, mish &amanda was really motivating. i hope it doesnt go away-- at least not before race day. THANK YOU SENIORS YOU PPL ARE SO NICE ;D

i know we're gonna win lo. and beat e other girls. i know we will do it. own everyone, babes. (:
surprising huh? i never said such stuff before la.

i guess we were over confident just because Cdiv '05 was 2nd last year. we should worry about e things we should worry about eg: diet, sleep, effort put in during trngs, mentality, motivation and stuff like that. not about st nic's OR mgs OR crescent OR cedar ppl. yeah they were right la. it doesnt help anyway. so we should just work on what we can work on. (:

I WANT; WE WANT; TOP 2.

I KNOW; WE KNOW; WE CAN; I CAN.

2006-03-19T20:49:00.000-08:00

for some reasons, ppl like to blog during com lessons. hoho so here i am (:

CT is in one week's time. uhhuh-uhhuh ! hey seniors ~~IP kids~~ we do have common tests okay ! ;D seriously i dont know what e school promised us y'know. but ohwell, school's always like that. imma study alrdy. time's running out.
23 to nats

2006-03-17T21:54:00.000-08:00

e race ytd was quite, i would say, unpleasant for us sec2 girls.
although yuxin did an under 18, it was overall quite shitty la, in my opinion.

you know that kinda feeling: you've worked hard &ran hard for e past 1 year plus and then in come 2 ~~bloody noobs~~ newcomers take over you. all efforts down e longgang. LIKE WTF.

i hate reality.

yes, we all know recruiting talented ppl is for e welfare of e team because it means we have a higher chance of winning. but dont you think its too ridiculous? i mean like, they cant just bloody barge their way to e start line with no effort put in okay [well maybe there is effort, but i still think we deserve more] . i dont know how to put it. its just so assholic. bloody crap.

i know our batch is quite disappointing despite e fact that yuxin is a promising top20-to-be. i dont want us to become like what coach said, "e batch who lost it all". nobody wants that but man, this sucks.

pressure's building.

~~fuck.~~

2006-03-15T06:49:00.000-08:00

when you think your life is super complete because ppl love &care for you, you'll wake up to realise it wasnt what you thought it was.
they once asked about you only because they were happy at that moment; they wont give a shit if they werent in e mood.
perhaps i should start standing on my own feet &stop thinking that my life rocks.
because in actual fact, it sucks very much.

2006-03-14T02:07:00.000-08:00

maybe i should really reflect abit.
e misunderstanding sorta started with me la, so i guess its only right to end it &continue loving one another.

sorry to everyone la. i mean like, yeah, it was me all along, annoying you girls. and just because i always say 'sorry la' doesnt mean im being sarcastic ok. i will try hard, really, for e sake of e ppl who will love me even more if i change for e better. (:

i will ok. i will try and be more sensitive to whatever i say to ppl. i will think before i criticise [well, try to]. &just be a good polite sensitive nice kind jasmine. i will shut my ass so i dont make ANOTHER enemy.

2006-03-13T03:23:00.000-08:00

just some random pics. im bored ):

to end off, this is my desk in 2k (:

2006-03-12T21:31:00.000-08:00

ooo today's 30 days away from e long-dreaded nats. say oh my gosh. :/

ohyes btw awesome 4 went out to walk &walk &walk. 11thmarch- walked e whole of orchard shopping malls. [uh note: malls.] 12thmarch- citylink &suntec &marina square. phew. was superduperultra tiring can. haha guess im after all not born to shop. ahh boo.

AND AND AND! 6 ppl are sharing to buy me a superduperultra gorgeous white nike sportsbra! *screams
omg im so happy lo. :D but then its a pity white cant be seen unless you wear it alone. aww. aiyah wtvr it is, its still damnnnnnnn chio la. :D thankyou rumps alot alot alot yea1 <3s!>

ytd had cip at buona vista. (: was fun distributing water haha. then cip ended and we could go playyyyyyy alrdy :D one time e host asked for groups of 4 ppl to go up and play sth so claire kexin shuying and i went up. mish desmy melissa and ngehwee went too. and we had great fun stepping on each others' shoes hoho.
e other game was super cool. ALL CARROTS who were present then went to play simple simon says. e host made us stand on one leg for dont know how long la, yet no one gave up though it was tiring. everyone held on to one another. CARROTS' SPIRIT! then e dj played 'boom boom boom' and all e carrots started grooving to e music on one leg and e host was impressed. (: (: (: i love carrots like anything la! :D :D :D eventually he bo bian, gave us all presents hahahahha.

carrots rock like crazy man :D

2006-03-11T08:14:00.000-08:00

oh yay! i love eleventh march (:
i'd like to thank all who wished me happy bday in one way or another or both or more. :D im feeling lame. ohyes especially yaoyu &arnold since they attempted to wake up at 12 to wish me! (X

then there's wee i have to mention: apparently she didnt sleep and smsed me at 0051hrs to wish me. :D i love you baby

claire; guanlin; rebecca; yuxin; they gave me presents before trng started. yay thanks alot babes!

shuying esther shan emily kexin zaviar yeejin celine qiyuan mandy sinyee adna lixin tongjing sylvia junice yeeshuang penny cheehooi wenhui yihui shuyi joanne minghor linying elisha lirui wayne junhao claire lu sylvia bei

yea i love eleventh march loads (:

2006-03-10T01:10:00.000-08:00

hoho furious clairee is sitting just beside me (: woots chill man! :D
yay tmr's eleventh march okayyyyyyy!
if you have no idea what im trying to announce, go ask arnd.
haha. pretty obvious la :D :D

im like so hyper while claire is typing her ass off. lol today's end of term 1 and we have lotsa hw. oh boo.

teehee, but nvm, since e first day of holi is a good day (X oh and UG camp is gonna be so fun so dont be too sian ok wayne!

ok byebye muacks.

whatever claire's post

2006-03-10T01:07:00.000-08:00

This is claire. claire from 2A. So this is not jazz. not at all. so after reading this post and you feel the incensed in any way. come and find me.
don't ask me why i m using jazz's blog.

that's obviously because i deleted my blog and i need to let some of my anger out. pls pardon me :D

Today which is 10 of March by the way, jazz wayne and i sat on the swing. you know the one which is so ancient it might just fall apart any time? Yes, the super old one standing inside RVHS near the backetball court.

We were happily sitting on the swing and shit-chatting away. Whilst the st john's sec two members were synchronising their dance.

Then this three sec 4 st john's guys approached us.

One of them suggested nonchalantly : " Could we share this swing with you guys?"

HELLOOOO?!?!?!?
WAYNE+JAZZ+ME= 3 PEOPLE.
3PEOPLE WITH PERFECTLY BIG STRONG BODIES OK

AND THOSE 3 GUYS HAD THE brains to ask us if they could share.

3+3= ?
SIX!!!!

SIX people sharing a swing. oh wow.
they really had the audacity to say something like that.

Obviously we all knew what they wanted.
so i replied: you guys want the swing is it?

They said: Yes, could we have it?

Out of courtesy and respect for them, ( they are, after all, 2 years our senior ) we got out of the seat without any signs of complaint.

Walking away, guess what i heard one of them say:
HAI YAO WEN! ( translation in english : STILL NEED TO ASK? )

WAHH!!
&^*%$%E%^%*&@#$

how can THEY????????
HELLO? I know its only right for us to respect the seniors.
they ought not to take our respect for them for granted.

furthermore, i asked a st john member and she told me tthose three were the ones stripped of their posts. the so-called *sensored* ones. :D

:D

Actually it aint right to put their names down. but............
lets just say they were "not-bad looking" and " strong built" and really really "charismatic"

HAVE YOU GUYS LEARNT OF explicit meaning?
it means i was being sarcastic.

those three guys names' started with the letters A, S, W.
I don't plan to write their names down.

Because after all, they are still senior citizens.

oh anyway, i m not being disrespectful to the st john's members. anyway i love them. lots of myclassmates are from st john and lets just say thay have the best personiality ever.

so unlike those three guys.

argh.
i shouldn't talk anymore.
i don't need a bad name for myself.
and let's just hope those three guys have a huge reputation :D

2006-03-09T06:00:00.000-08:00

haha. 09032006 is

MANDY<3

YAOYU

LIRUI

bdays!! :D in e noon i called mandy &lirui. wee &kexin joined in to wish them happy bday. (X woooooooots, two more days. hee.

2006-03-08T07:42:00.000-08:00

whoa today was a long day. i just realised all that banana-eating happened only just now in e noon. (: and im so happy; TODAY'S E BEST DAY MAN! :D

first we had school as usual. e class was so colourful this morn! (: then wee fussed about my skirt during irp. then was CL &EL lessons, PDP, break &PDP. hoho after dismissal we wenta clementi to grab a bite &i ate a BANANA! hee i love bananas because they make me run fast. so peel banana peel peel banana; shake banana shake shake banana. :D scurried to macritchie via bus 165, which took bloody long to come. napped on bus, arrived at macritchie, slacked around, ran warm-up, stretched, raced.

i wanna thank yuxin. if i hadnt chiong-ed behind &followed her initially, i know i wldnt have gotten 4th. (: oooyes and there were some ppl who pia-ed worse than shit at e beginning and slowed down alot later. they are so loserish because think they can own us. well, hell no. [you know who im talking about luh right]

LOL claire said i dont look like i can run, thats why ppl always despise me.

after prize presentation we wenta westmall to dine. hahaha there were quite a few RVians there. (: plus e busdriver was so noob. made everyone fall on one another. ATE CHARSIEW MEE! haha superduper nice lo. went home.

anyway, congrats to everyone who did well. those who didnt, try harder next time. ohya there's WINGS on fri. shucks i dont wanna fall from grace. i dont want sec1s to replace sec2s as well. show it to them babes. we can do it. (:

WEEWEE I LOVE YOU. YOU CAN BLOODY HELL OWN ME AT TRACK SO STOP PUTTING YOURSELF DOWN. BECAUSE I DONT KNOW HOW TO CONSOLE. WHEN YOU CONSOLE US WE LISTEN; BUT WHEN WE TRY TO GIVE COMFORT YOU JUST WONT BUDGE. CMON YOU KNOW YOU'RE WAY BETTER THAN MANY OF US AT TRACK. BUT I LOVE YOU STILL. (:

2006-03-07T02:13:00.000-08:00

hey im back from bball match at gombak. RV vs Unity.
i guess our rv bballers have tried their best so we should be happy for them as well. after all, it was a 2nd clinched. (: yeah bballers im proud of you ppl ! dont have to be too sad cause 2nd is like damn good alrdy la. rv still loves you no matter what ! :D

this morn we had malay class. lol then there was an eating session where we have to eat nasi lemak with hands under trees. thats one tough one la ! :D new way to torture POWs haha. it was so dumb to have to eat in e middle of nowhere &get looked at. ergh what was worse it was everybody's break time. thats e most malu thing ever lo. ahh e snrs will be thinking, "all these sec2 noobs sit here zo deng only la. haha eat what nasi lemak. no money buy spoon ah." haiyooo spoil my image la. LOL

yay tmr there's sch xcountry ! (X kinda excited yet worried. but nvm i just wanna get top5/6. :D i can do it. i know i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can i can. carrots win e race.